Thursday, December 22, 2011

Soul Bearing

Things I want:
To be:
healthy and muscular (non-smoking hotness)
really really good at something
motivated
stinking rich
my car fixed
the house in my head
secure in myself
camera
a job I enjoy
to make a difference (how vague is that)
to be known and understood by another human  being
accepted by said same human being
I want it to be ok to be me
a romantic soulmate
to be taken care of (please dont tell my mother)
to trust
to be surrounded by family that gives as much as it takes
to be continued

to write a book
to not be an out of sight, out of mind kind of person
my version of the effin fairytale