well....

No baby yesterday.... just a dress rehearsal.

Not much to say that is not terribly negative :(  I seem to be really good at bleeding friends.  It makes me sad.  Anne McCaffrey's death makes me sad. 

Tomorrow... cook a big fat turkey that I will be eating for a month.  Call the fam, say hi, try to sound chipper and happy.

"Im fine, miss you all, made a great turkey, off for 5 days"  Yay... but im so not yay.  Just not yay at all.

Think ill sleep for the next 5 days broken by interludes of reading and raking and working.

So there it is... all the negativity with as little whining as possible.